I spent the majority of my day on www.etsy.com ....Fuck. I should've been studying. That shit is addicting.
Erin and I bought my dad and his girlfriend tickets to the symphony for Christmas. It's "so and so plays Mozart" (I forget the mans name), but It made me really want to go to the symphony too. Classical music is the shit.
I want to dress up all beautious and enjoy a night with the orchestra, please?
I also stumbled upon a gift for Karin. It will one up the things from last year, AND the year before, and before...etc.
I really wish I was done exams sooner than the 18th. I have many things to make for many people, with very little time. But come the 18th, It's crafting time.
Chantelle is going to be home soon, but the date is unknown as of yet (to me atleast because it's a surprise) and I'm duperly excited to see her. Karin will be home soon too and that makes things even greater.
Drew and I may have found a potential place to live for the summertime. And dude, it's a fucking condo. Hookups madtown. I look forward to this trip every friggin' day. SO EXCITED.
I had a weird dream the other night and it involved someone who died, but it was someone I feel like I knew either from a previous dream, or what seemed like it could've been a past life? Anyways, from what I remember, I loved her to death when she was alive...She died by falling into a quarry while walking across it on a tree stump or something. She was a musician. In the previous dream (or past life), she was my friends aunt and let us stay with her and her husband one summer. Other things happened but they are unimportant. This dream is still getting to me and it happened like two days ago. I feel like I really knew her somehow? It's very odd.
Another dream that night involved me, probably you, and a ton of other people I know. We were in some sort of warehouse when all of a sudden these men in suits and gas masks barged in and started screaming and yelling at us. They put black hoods (like the V for Vendetta ones) on us all, even on a dog that someone had. They then led us out to these trucks and loaded us in; none of us knew where we were going. Once in the trucks, we were allowed to take the hoods off. This is where you come in Kelsey - You fainted and started puking and became as limp as a baby. I tried holding you up so you wouldn't choke on your vomit and no one would help me because it seemed like everyone became hypnotized. I was screaming for help and crying and I think they turned non-existant or something, but they were still standing there, just empty. Anyways, you stopped puking and I saved you! But, It was fuckin' weird man. I have no idea where we went in the trucks after that.
If anyone can tell me the artist/name of the song that goes something like....
"We can drive...around...with the top downnnnnnnnnnn"
Those are the only words I know and they probably aren't exact, but this song is following me everywhere and I want to know who it's by. It's on some commercial too.
K so, I'm pretty fucking stoned right now and this video totally floored me. I don't know why. This song is creepy and sweet and I've listened to it 5 times in a row. Watch this video.
–noun, plural -tas /-təz; Sp. -tɑs/ Pronunciation Key - Show Spelled Pronunciation[-tuhz; Sp. -tahs] Pronunciation Key - Show IPA Pronunciation. (in Mexico and Central America) a gaily decorated crock or papier-mâché figure filled with toys, candy, etc., and suspended from above, esp. during Christmas or birthday festivities, so that children, who are blindfolded, may break it or knock it down with sticks and release the contents.
I cannot have any words to describe why I love this definition, but I just do.
you're a fuck. So after chatting with Jeff, I was informed my philosophy professor for Introduction to Western Philosphy is THE WORST. I won't dispute with him. I have been advised to drop that class ASAP. So all the other philosophy classes are full. Great. Again, I'll wait until next year. So instead of that, I'm taking Culture and Ideas Wednesday night, and I had to change my Culture in Comparative Perspective to Tuesday and Thursday (no more semester of the Whalens, Lauren....boo) Now, 4 days of school, and fucked for work because they only give me 4 days off every 2 weeks. We'll see how I manage that.
For those of you that talk to me on a regular basis, you know I had to do a group project on 'The Windsor Jail' for a class, which consisted of me and about 8 other people. I complained ALOT about this project, because I was put with a bunch of incompetent idiots who don't understand that University is different from Highschool. Yeah, you're all from Toronto and your parents are paying for EVERYTHING for you, but that is not the case for me. I actually care about what I hand in, and I'm not going to suffer because you can't do a simple thing right. I HATE group projects. I actually feel stupider for reading what I'm about to post. I don't feel bad for making fun of this AT ALL. On a good note, our presentation is done and out of the way. Even though I did about 45% total of ALL of the work, I don't care, because we'll get a good mark. In about a week we have to hand in a final paper. We've all posted our segments to the paper online to eachother so we can all go over and review them. I just read one girls section, and I didn't know whether to laugh or feel really shitty that I, or someone else is going to have to basically rewrite the whole thing.
Read this, seriously.
"Reflection
In the begging our worked good together because we were trying to decide what site that we wanted to work on, we came up with a bunch of good idea but the site that we picked was the Windsor Jail. The reason why we picked the Windsor jail was because a lot of the group member we not from Windsor and the others group member that were from Windsor really didn’t know much about it. Another reason why we picked the jail was because one of the group members said that she had inside person that she could get information for us. When we were talking about this project it seemed that the task may have seemed overwhelming, but the job of a group is to scale it down and allow everyone to tackle it or equally. In the middle of the project after the review of the project we seemed like we had a good project and we saw that out project was a good idea because we were the only ones doing this site. So after we got that back out group kind of went down hill, it seemed like we were just going into circles and not getting anything done. Then on top of that it seemed like there were a couple of people that were in the group that decided to take over the project, taking on all the work and not letting other people do there tasks in the project. It seems like the group was breaking down into two different groups; and not working that well together. Then a couple of the group members went the out mentor (Neil) and talked to him about how to solve the problem that we were having, he decided that we should have a group meeting and set down what everyone was going to be doing in the group so that everyone doesn’t think that they are doing all the work. So after that meeting it seemed like the group came together and pick up there work and got back on tract. In the end it seems like when you are working in a group that there will always be people in a group that tries to take on everything, all the work and then complain about it. In the end our group came together and made a very good project that could not have happened unless everyone came together and gave their input into what they wanted to see and what they thought was good looking. The day of the presentation it seems like everyone knew all the information about the project and if anyone would come up and ask about it would be able to give there input about it. In the end it all worked out."
Gee, I wonder why we "took on all the work", maybe because you're AN IDIOT. Plus, I can honestly say, these people sat around and waited for us to designate them a "task". Nobody told me what to do? You fucking pick something to do, and do it. I'm not your mom. I hope I never have to do anything like this ever again.
My education is going to cost over 6 thousand dollars a year. How is it, that the fate of my marks can lie in someone elses hands and not my own?
I'm done complaining.
Current Mood: indifferent Current Music:charlie brown christmas is on...nov. 28?
Cheers to me being 100% ALONE on Christmas day. :(
I have to work 9-5pm. When I get home, my family will be gone and in Harrow. I'll come home, to an empty house and no friends because everyone will be with their fams. Christmas is just a commercial holiday, and I couldn't care less about what the day represents, but just something about the fact that on that day EVERYONE will be with the people they care most about and love, and I'll be stuck at home with nothing to do. Mcshit.
Anyone alone like a loser this day, get at me, we'll build snowmen. seriously. i don't want to be alone. wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
You are Prowl. Quiet, loyal, logical and you have the patience of Job. Good for you. You are a brilliant problem solver as long as it's not an illogical situation. If so, you are lost. You don't have much of an imagination. You are friendly, but not too sociable. You listen more than you talk. Rock on with your thinkin' self. Take this quiz!
So I went out for Halloween as a dead bride whose stomach exploded and a fetus came out. It's almost time for class so no time to make an entry, but I'll post some pictures.
Are there no blinders on lights that glare White noise on the eyes From gas station lights and reflected ice glare So that i can walk home by moonlight Alone
Or can we go out to where the wind howls and stand to lean up against the trees They've grown up so tall that you can't see the house It's a fortress now but you know how it used to be I can lie to myself And say i like it But i would love it if you were here
These words on paper smell like you Associated in random thought On my lips the words turn blue Evidence i'm feeling lost I can lie to myself And say i like it But i would love it if you were here I'm just sad for myself Cause i know you're clear But i would love it if you were here
I can just see you show me your garden I thought you'd grow roses and grapes on low vines I wanted to know you when we were both older I thought there'd be more of those wonderful times I can lie to myslef And say i like it But i would love it if you were here I'm just sad for myself Cause i know you're clear But i would love it if you were here You were here Yes you were Yes you were
My mom is currently nagging at me. FUCK. SHUT THE FUCK UP. School is driving me insane right now and I'm trying to study and she's going to start clicking her nails and I can't take it!
I have so much fucking shit due this friday and 2 goddamned exams and then another on monday. Midterms blow my ass and I just want it to be exactly one week from now, and done this shit.
I want to read normal books for pleasure, not forced to read textbooks. I love school but right now I'm in a bad fucking mood and I want to punch stuff.
Things and people and school are angering me, go away.
I'm calling into work sick tomorrow, fuck this shit. My job also sucks. WAhhhhhh waahhhhh.
I want to be alone for a week, for a month, for a year, in a hole, in the ground. I want to go live with animals, preferably chimps because their hyoid bone isn't developed, this way they won't piss me off with their verbal upchuck, incase they've got somethin' sassy to say.
I hate grammar, and I hate the people critiquing my paragraph, fuck you guys. I hate money. I hate every noise my mom is making right now. I hate my sister not being home. I hate that I'm an evil bitch and I can't stop. I hate that I don't know what I'm doing with myself. I hate that I can't concentrate today. I hate that I suck at finding parallel keys, relative minors and majors, diminished or augmented 6ths, 2nds, fuck whatever! I'd rather just fucking play! I hate my damn early morning class group AND our stupid fucking project! I hate you! I hate this! I hate livejournal!
come on tosshhiii I can't study when the internet is readily available to play on, right infront of me. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
This assignment I'm working on is basically unlearning...I have to write a paragraph full of todays most current idioms such as "that's sick or dawwg you trippin'!" And as easy as it is to use all that slang in my regular everyday language, (cause i really say that stuff a lot) I can't seem to spit something out onto paper that I actually like. It just seems too easy, I want to write something better.
Besides that I have a midterm on Friday and will most likely miss Regina Spektor...we'll see...we'll see if I can make it.
And besides all that I just had myself a nice little visit with Kody (twice daily, call me in a week).
And besides that I know what I'm being for Halloween....still some ideas I'd like to add on to make it more original but I'm in no rush really, it'll come to me with time.
And besides alllll thaaaaaaaaaaat, check this out if ya' know what's good for ya',
watch the whole thing, even though you'll probably wish you didn't. atleast scroll to 1 minute 30 seconds if you get sick of the first part.
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